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HAHA DAMN, Look what I found of mine from long ago!

I don’t like it when girls…

1. Every girl leads me on, Then pretends to be sorry so they don’t look like the bad person.

2.  Girls call me a good friend, nice person, “too nice for me”… When I try not to be.  Seems like every girl uses that label on a guy who ACTUALLY treats them the way they want to be treated and instead still goes for the wrong guys and later complain “oh i wish i can find a nice guy” boohoohoo. HMMMMMM   LOL funnay :D

3.  Just cause I will always be there for you any hour, doesn’t mean I’m a really nice guy.  I just want to be closer to you, and hope you feel the same way.

4.  Yes, I chat like I’m really nice… I don’t curse or try not to at least, I’d never yell, curse at a girl or lay a hand on no matter what online or in person.  I guess that technique fails cause then I get labeled as “nice”, good friend, nice person which about 90% of the time opts me out of getting a chance, the other 10% makes an excuse saying ” oh if I was single I would give it a try” or the… “oh sorry, I’m not looking atm”  Want me to start joking around with you and call you a bitch, whore, slut, and all the other nasty words? hmmm…  FUCK? nahhh i’d rather stick to my non-abusive verbal convo ways towards girls.

5.  They say:  ”all the good ones are taken”  LOOK AROUND, OPEN YOUR EYES, EARS, PAY ATTENTION to the ones your ignoring and push aside just cause you want some hot guy in your class or whatever.  Sucks to say, but guys do this too with girls :\

6.  They say “personality is the most important!”  No… LOOKS an appearance will trigger a certain interest switch in the brain in a split second!, for personality… it will take much more effort and exposure to trigger that switch… Only then.. when it does finally  almost get triggered… interest will be lost and people will move on to someone else.  You can deny this all you want, but you know it’s true… you just don’t want to admit.  I can’t deny… sadly.

7.  You use a smiley on every damn text… DO YOU KNOW THAT FUCKING SHIT CAN LEAD GUYS TO THINKING YOU ACTUALLY MIGHT LIKE HIM?  Happens to me all the time… I tend to look past it now and return a one word text as return fire.  (I’m also sure this happens to girls, can’t forget about all youz.)

8.  Say one word texts are annoying?  You do it too…  I actually try to make convo… what happens?  nothing or It’ll get ignored and never a response… or still I get tiny stinkin responses and one word responses that pretty much can kill a conversation that wanted to continue, but HEY it’s better than nothing right? I thought you didn’t like one word responses… do you not like them only if it happens to you?  think about other people.

9.  You ignore people.  I know for a fact  YOU don’t like it if it happens to you, so why ignore then?  think about other peoples feelings and how they feeel about being ignored.

I can go on and on but I am stopping at 9.  I’m starting to feel like an ass.

I don’t put on a show for people to impress.  I am who I am, I act the way I am in person, what you see is who I am.  Yes I am a tiny bit blunt, cause I want you to see the truth, sugar coating is lying… I thought you didn’t like liars?  white lies are okay? well white lies tend to lead to big lies. whatever comes out of my mouth is true.  Yes in person… I Rarely ever speak of a curse word.  Why?  I don’t know why… it might slip sometimes when I’m really heated or irritated and when I’m around other cursing-influences, that tends to let it slip out easier.  Yes I am pretty outgoing, but at the same time I am shy… really spontaneous, and dumb.

I’m sorry if this whole dealio may-be offensive to some…  but I had to let something out since no-one really listens to me.  Over 3 notebooks full of self-written; thought of poems and some songs back to back on each page.  I’m kinda tired of having a damn notebook listen to me, when everyone else backs off.

oki doki… I’m done lol.